I Am Beautiful!

Growing up I kept wondering why I was constantly yabbed in high school especially by the class bully thomas (not real name). All I hear was, 'Pam you are too fat', 'Pam you have very big lips'. I got so angry and didn't like myself much. I kept on wondering why my elder sis was slim, with the most sexy nose and lips, infact the perfect body; my dream body.

I hated it wen people refer to me as the elder one even though my sis was three years older than me. I almost started getting jealous of her.
Then one day, I stood infront of the big mirror in my room and took a really long look at myself and asked myself 'why am I like this?', but I took another look and saw a really beautifully and wonderfully made human. A wonderful design. I immediately said to myself 'Pam, you are beautiful',and believe me, my life changed. All the talks in school and everywhere wasn't getting to me anymore. All I told myself each day was, 'I am beautiful no matter what anyone says'. I embraced and loved myself more than ever.

A lot of people out there are dying of depression cos of all the bad and painful words people say to them. If you are reading this, always tell yourself, 'I am beautiful'. Block all those negativity from your life and only embrace positive things. Don't even think that you won't find love cos of the way you are, believe me, you will find something better than love but remember to love yourself first cos if you don't, loving someone else may not be easy. He who truely loves you will love you the way you are, no matter what. So believe in yourself, and always declare to yourself that 'I am beautiful'. Cheers.

*Pick no offence dearies cos of the late post, been having this severe headache since today. I'm better now though. Thanks lovlies.